... since I wrote a journal.
It's a bad habit. Whenever things get a little rough, I hide away and close myself off from social channels until things have improved again. It's a backwards thing to be doing, as I also shut out the people who might be able to help, but I know I'm not the only one who does this. So even for the sake of solidarity, I felt like bringing it up; maybe there's someone out there who went "Hey! I do that as well" and is feeling slightly less bad about it now. Don't worry. Someday we will get it right !
Anyway, I've been drifting a bit, but I've found my way back. To dA as well. Somehow I always do . I hope you guys (whoever still reads these, I can't blame you if you aren't XD) are all doing brilliant!